well sitting up on my futon.. im thinking about everything that has happened in my life, that might happen.. how people act.. so on and so forth.. and I've come to realize how good of a friend I actually am. and how fake people can be.. I pride myself on being real, and some of this fake ass shit I can't understand. why be anyone but yourself? wouldn't that add extra stress on your life since your trying to keep up this fasaad? hmm.. and another thing I don't understand is LIARS! not like "the dog ate my homework.." kind of liars, the liars that lie to actual people about their feelings, and their wrong doings.. and doings in general.. do they not realize that everything done in the dark eventually comes to light, and they are going to hurt the other person? ugh. disgusting when I think about it..
im really ready for some change in this bitch. but I don't know where to start.. because im the only one that can make the change..
& sometimes, I think some people take my kindness for weakness. and you know what I think im done with all that. im going to start putting myself first, for whatever reason I haven't been.. soo yeah. mufuckass might take it as being "brand new" but hey.. we don't want it unless its brand new isshh =).
- nick.
p.s; the dream's cd comes out march 10th, and he is the shit so cop that
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